Conversation with Ris

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B9PEvkX-6EE

It was just a matter of time that my conversation with Ris got leaked to the media.. But anyway, I see no shame in the conversation and I am not afraid to admit that was my voice..

1. I have feelings, I can dislike ERM. I treated Ris like a friend and seeing how Ris was being put down by the media, I had to stand up for her and care for her.. And besides, I do not wish to take over her position, so its alright if the world wants to know I dislike ERM... For people who know Tracy, I shall reserve my comments why I said not to let Tracy manipulate us..

2. When I mentioned about the lawyer thing, I dun even remember what was the thing I got the lawyer to read anyway since the video only tried to portray the worst side of me.. But I'm just trying to defend both me and her..

3. When I said please lor, I think its because she blamed herself for her past.. And she didn't blame ERM for the mess.. Well, as an ex-friend, I thought she has had it hard enough ler and I dunno the whole truth behind the saga.. Whether she told them before the crowning, after crowning or whether they found it out from the press.. She told me when it was, but it doesn't matter..

4. I said I had no back injury because I didn't want her to worry!!! But apparently even white lies are lies lar, she wanna use my lie against me, I can't do anything.. I did fall, but it appeared to be not that serious since Dr Loo had no trouble getting me back in good shape to walk for a longer time without too much pain.. Except I can't jog for a month.. I can only do yoga, pilates or swimming..

That's pretty much my side of the story.. I'm not being a two headed snake, I never said I liked the organisers nor did I pretend to be a favourite.. I'm just being myself and trying to get myself out of this mess.. Even if I am not crowned, I don't think there is anything to be ashamed of.. Its the best of both worlds for me! I can study French in December if I dun have to go South Africa! Hurray! :)